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There Are Things (translate)

There are some things that are felt but are not spoken about
They hurt the heart, but we never let them show
There are things that I need, but can't ever ask of you
And If you gave them to me, just because I asked
It won't be the same

There are some things that are felt but are not spoken about
They hurt the heart, but you never let them show
And it's hard, I can't make up mind between
whether to tell you or not

I can't ask you to change the way you love me
Or be more jealous
Or surprise me once with a gift
Or please me once by doing something unexpected (X2)

I can't ask you to make my world sweeter, to change how things are
No matter how close you are to me
How dear you are
I can't tell you how I want our life to be
Know, on your own, how I want our life to be

At times, it seems that I'm content
That I'm calm, that I've accepted everything and got used to it
That doesn't mean you can believe that I gave up

Sometimes, you might feel that I don't care anymore
But I'm actually trying to hide that I'm tired of this
Don't push me to the point
Where I regret not having said a thing

I can't ask you to make my world sweeter, to change how things are
No matter how close you are to me
How dear you are
I can't tell you how I want our life to be
Know, on your own, how I want our life to be

I can't ask you to change the way you love me
Or be more jealous
Or bring me once a gift
Or please me once by doing something unexpected

I can't ask you to make my world sweeter, to change how things are
No matter how close you are to me
How dear you are
I can't tell you how I want our life to be

Know, on your own, how I want our life to be